Before you arrive little one I have to tell you how honored I am to have had this nine months with you. The Lord knows how much we prayed for you. And you know that from the very moment Mama found out you were there, I have been in awe of you, your strength, your beauty, and the miracle that you are.
Even when Mama was so very sick, I could not help but feel such an immense feeling of joy. There was a time not that many years ago when your Mama was told she would likely never have the gift of carrying children on her own. And I feel like the luckiest Mama in the world. There is no more amazing and incredible feeling than to have you inside of me, growing so strong and "talking" to Mama when you like music and your brothers' voices, or when we all read books together. How I have cherished every single kick, every single hiccup, every single roll over, every single milestone, AND every single morning when you wake me and want to play for hours before the sun comes up :). Thank you for being my angel, for giving Mama this beautiful experience. Thank you for proving everyone wrong and being here with me!!

Your Mama has her moments of sadness these days when I think about not being pregnant anymore, despite all of the swelling, 24 hour heart burn and reflux, and inability to get out of my bed without a crane :). These months have been so very precious for me and I can not begin to tell you how much I know and love you more than anything else in this whole world. But in between these little moments of sadness (your Mama is very emotional!) I then have moments of sheer excitement over when I will finally hold you in my arms. Yesterday I passed a Mom holding her brand new baby in her arms while waiting in line at the store and your Mama could feel, as if you were here, your little weight in my arms, the warmth of your body on my chest, and the softness of your sweet breath. It was like craving chocolate....but wanting my baby instead! :) I think the other Mama knew what I was thinking as I smiled at her and rubbed my belly!
What a wonderful nine months we have had together my little one, and what a wonderful life we will have when you arrive. Your whole family is waiting to love you forever!!! I already do!!!!