Dear baby, you are officially kicking my ass.
Can I say that
in a belly blog?? I probably shouldn’t….but I’ll skip that line when I read
this to you some day.
But you are…for real! Mama has never been so sick for so long! Sometimes I
throw up so hard that I have to lay down on the toilet. Sometimes it feels like
my legs are out behind me completely horizontal to the ground when I am heaving
so severely. Your big brothers have no idea what is going on! Benjamin asks me
when my belly will feel better? And how many times I am going to throw up in
the kitchen sink. Ugh! Making breakfast, lunch, and dinner for two very hungry
boys is VERY hard when Mama can’t even walk through the kitchen without starting
to gag.
Some days I can only curl up on the couch and close my eyes
and hope for the best! Mama has NEVER been so very, very sick. It's been three weeks of unrelenting barfing!
But here’s the
thing. Being this sick means that you are SUPER strong and growing healthy. And
that, my little sweetheart, is EVERYTHING that your Mama could ask for. I pray
for it every day. So if Mama needs to barf eight times a day for the next two
months to be certain you are growing strong and healthy, then bring it on. I
would do anything for you!
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